Retirement - Bummer

Used to be better when the hubby worked.  He was happier, at least he seemed to be.  He had purpose.  I had a routine.  Now the days seem like driftwood - bobbing along, no real plan.  BUT there is a bright spot.  Our new church.  There I have a place and routine.  Lots of changes happening, for the better.  It is so small, but we are seeing growth, even if it is slow.  Two new families and we have had several visitors recently.  Two weddings in the last few months AND I was asked to sing at the last one.  Bethel Bible Church in Modesto is, as I said, very small - but God is changing things.  The people are very nice and I put a listing in Craigslist to try to bring more people in.  It might be small - but if people are lonely and want to feel accepted for who they are now, AND want people who will pray with you about your needs - then it is here.  Going to study for ministry later after I have been there a year, as requested by the Pastor.  God recently worked a major financial miracle - totally unexpected, although I had been praying and trusting God.  The hubby has been involved in the food ministry - but praying for more involvement for him with other men of the church.