Disappointments

I had thought that my penpal from Germany was going to be able to come visit in March.  Unfortunately - there were prior commitments to another friend in San Diego and some health problems cropped up for her.  Been feeling a little depressed lately - I usually visit family back east every 2-3 years.  This is coming up on the 4th year since my last visit.  I made the mistake of watching "Rainman" the other night - my oldest son is autistic and the movie almost always triggers intense feelings of separation from him.  Still struggling with medication issues too.  My dosage for my bipolar medication is very light and lately have been having extreme mood swings.  The crying for no reason really bugs me.   Still struggling with some church projects - one in particular - the directory.  Will be glad to see the finish of it.